Heel! Day 8 (Thursday 9-15-2016)
Camino de Santiago
Eunate
(Muruzabal to Lorca: 21 km)
Psalm 119:33-40, The Message
v. 33: God, teach me lessons for living so I can stay the course.
Right now I don’t know for sure that I can stay the Camino. I am so tired. I am tired when I start in the morning and wish I could stop by ten. Maybe you shouldn’t walk the Camino without a thyroid. Worst of all I have a horrendous blister on my left heel that seems to be several layers deep. I’m guessing it’s from those comfy new shoes–for the right shoe to be big enough to cradle my bunion and give my toes room to expand, the left shoe, I suppose, is a bit loose. It felt like I was walking on knives all afternoon, and the last few kilometers I had to limp, which meant I’ve done something to my leg muscles too. I don’t know how I will walk like this tomorrow. Maurice compassionately says that I have to anyway. The German girl in our six-bed dorm room has kindly given me an oval of Compeed. Her young man has offered a tape he said is like a second skin. I emailed Laurie for advice. I just want to sleep for a week and get up better. Dear Lord, please show me what to do. Please invigorate me on the pilgrim way (v. 37).
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We must be nuts. I hurt all over and could have slept for a week. We got out at 8:20 this morning. Maurice kindly suggested a detour to the Eunate church that we missed yesterday. The path led through fields of red peppers and the air smelled heavenly with their scent. As we slowed down to watch an enormous piece of farm equipment dump a load of field corn, a man stepped into the road and offered us a huge yellow pepper from a plastic bag over his arm. What a delight!
The lovely church at Eunate was closed but the sun peeked out for some nice photos. We washed the pepper in the fuente and crammed it into our pack for lunch. The pepper-scented air continued along the way to Obanos where we stopped for a tortilla and cafe con leche. At 10:45 we reached Puenta la Reina, pretty and quiet. We stopped in two churches, got a sello, bought a couple postcards for the internet challenged (elderly, infants and incarcerated), then walked down the long narrow street, seemingly little changed since the Middle Ages, and over the bridge out of town at noon.
The path ran smoothly along the river then turned abruptly up, with nice views back to town when we stopped to breathe. It was a very long and steep climb and my left heel hurt. We missed ruins marked in the guidebook. We missed the 14th-century cross at the top. All I was focused on was getting to a cafe with a chair, a coke and a loo. At 1:20 we rolled into Maneru and followed the signs to a bar on the side of the church, where we bought cokes and a chocolate croissant and ate our lunch of leftover bread and cheese and the fresh fat yellow pepper.
On we went, past thorny hedges of blackberries. Much of the day we were in sight of a very morose cleric in a long brown robe and perhaps his disciple, a man walking fifteen paces behind him; when we finally caught up with them they barely mumbled “b’camino” to our greeting. Sometime after two we got to Cirauqui, which seemed to be a lovely little town, but we only stopped at the farmacia to see what I could get to cushion my heel. The pharmacist was helpful but didn’t have the soft gel heel cup I had envisioned. Then we barged through a festival, where a trumpeter was blasting away through an amplified sound system, to get to the ATM (we looked just a mite out of place). Maurice, though sorry my heel hurt so much, was anxious to get down the road, because we are behind schedule. I didn’t want to disappoint him so I said of course I can make it to the next town. It was only four or five or a hundred kilometers farther.
The road went up and down and up and down. And it was historical–an actual Roman road, though not the smooth basalt blocks of the Appian Way; this must have been the road’s under-layer, globs of haphazard rocks with a pointed ridge of stones on edge running through them. It was miserable on pilgrim feet and especially my heel. Finally we were back to just up and down. It spit rain. I felt like I was walking on knives. I can make it, I can make it. We stopped several times for me to fiddle with my shoe. My pace slowed. My body contorted into a limp. It was 5:00 when we trudged up the final hill into Lorca, a tiny place with only two albergues. The first was full. The second had two beds left in a 6-bed room, which we gratefully accepted, and no breakfast. Exhaustion. 32,801 steps.
Our room was stone-walled, wood-beamed, recently renovated and spacious–plenty of room for four Germans and us. I examined my heel, now adorned with a big blister. When the young German couple noticed my predicament they were quite solicitous and offered supplies from their first aid kit. In spite of my determination to avoid the infamous Compeed, I accepted an oval of it, as the woman insisted it was the best for healing blisters.
We ate dinner in the small 12th-century barrel-vaulted dining room. Before I limped downstairs Maurice had ordered gazpacho for my first course; it came fresh, cold and delicious in a deep bowl and rejuvenated me for the rest of the meal. After we ate Maurice went to the grocery store for a few basic breakfast supplies. I did not even attempt the blog but fell into bed exhausted. I never heard the night’s pounding rain but every time my foot rested on my heel the pain woke me up.
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Oh, Jan. I feel so sorry for you, walking with that painful heel and the cumulative exhaustion. At the same time, I am full of admiration for your spirit. I know you will arrive at the right answer concerning continuing the walk. We are all cheering you on regardless of your decision.
Thank you, Liz! Heel is better but other pain is appearing. Maurice is keeping an eye on the big picture and slowing things down so I can improve and we can actually finish.
Jan,
I ran a search in the Bible on the word “weary” and here are some of the results. Praying you find rest and refreshment!
Galatians 6:9
Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.
Job 3:17 There the wicked cease from turmoil, and there the weary are at rest.
Job 22:7 You gave no water to the weary and you withheld food from the hungry,
Psalm 68:9 You gave abundant showers, O God; you refreshed your weary inheritance.
Psalm 119:28 My soul is weary with sorrow; strengthen me according to your word.
Proverbs 25:25 Like cold water to a weary soul is good news from a distant land.
Proverbs 30:1 [ Sayings of Agur ] The sayings of Agur son of Jakeh—an inspired utterance. This man’s utterance to Ithiel: “I am weary, God, but I can prevail.
Isaiah 28:12 to whom he said, “This is the resting place, let the weary rest”; and, “This is the place of repose”— but they would not listen.
Isaiah 40:28 Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom.
Isaiah 40:29 He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.
Isaiah 40:30 Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall;
Isaiah 40:31 but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.
Isaiah 46:1 [ Gods of Babylon ] Bel bows down, Nebo stoops low; their idols are borne by beasts of burden. The images that are carried about are burdensome, a burden for the weary.
Isaiah 50:4 The Sovereign Lord has given me a well-instructed tongue, to know the word that sustains the weary. He wakens me morning by morning, wakens my ear to listen like one being instructed.
Jeremiah 20:9 But if I say, “I will not mention his word or speak anymore in his name,” his word is in my heart like a fire, a fire shut up in my bones. I am weary of holding it in; indeed, I cannot.
Matthew 11:28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.
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Thank you so much, Kristen. These will be good to ponder as we walk.
Just checked the blog for the first time in a few days and am very sorry Jan to hear of your growing physical ailments. Am praying for healing, encouragement, trust and patience.
Beautiful pictures! Thanks for posting these updates!
I’m glad you’re dropping in, Paul. I wish I could manage to post every day but poor or nonexistent internet and fatigue prevent it. Thank you for your prayers…new pain today….
Are you still walking or did you decide to just go see the beautiful baby? Continue to pray for you. Sharon
Visiting the baby would be a lot more fun!! I’m in a lot of pain at the moment. I’m praying for you and your family at the wedding this weekend. Can’t wait for a report!
So, Jan, I haven’t seen any post since the 19th. Praying you are doing all right. I imagine you are too tired to write… You mentioned a schedule. Do you have to complete the course in a certain number of days to get credit for doing it?
Lean on the Lord. He will hold you. Love from your old friend.
Dear, dear Michele! We have been incommunicado internet-wise, although it is also hard to keep up because of the small amount of free time and the fatigue. Please keep praying–I’m hurting at the moment. People can take as long as they want to complete the pilgrimage. A few people we’ve met are doing it in stages as they can fit it into their vacation time over several years. I think it’s a different experience, though, knowing you can go home and crash after ten days or so.
Jan
We are praying for healing. Val and I are at Rehoboth. 80 degree evening thinking of Rome with u guys. Beer cold – pizza hot. I know it is fresh in memory. My a on healing,,,grappa. Your awesome husband can help. We love u guys, safe & healthy journey. Val & Dennis
No grappa, but plenty of vino, and cheap too! Thanks for the prayers and please keep them going.